a mind full of rooms

It was a mind full of rooms, and in each room you are looking at yourself from the outside, each room represents your common attitudes when you have a certain feeling. What attitudes and you have when you are in the love room, think about all the actions you have. Now in the rooms that you can see that the colors are darker like the anger room, when we can always see ourselves sitting in a lotus position in the dark rooms, we will succeed. it will be possible? That should be enough to open the eighth portal.